I have to get this out before I can study. I just feel, and do as a general rule lately, confused and angry. I have been through so much this last year. In some ways things are better. In others, it's the same long checklist that comprises my life. Just now Adam and I got into another fight. We suffered one last night over his inability to spend the night here. Now he screamed at me for God only knows what. I feel tired and sapped. I have finals and so often my mind strays from where it should be. I need to focus and how can I focus when all this chaos rules the events of my day.
I no longer know what to do with my life. It was all figured out a scant year ago. Now I flounder in discontent. I often have episodes of deep depression and melancholy.
I should not be with him. I run the risk of another few years of misery.
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