I can't sleep tonight (much the same as other nights) and many things run through my mind. I know that my life can be better and that I need to make the improvements. It's amazing how a bad man can ruin everything.
Adam is supposed to move here in two weeks. Will it happen? Highly improbable. Here is what I have decided: I will say nothing to him about it and when he doesn't execute his promise and remains living with his ex-girlfriend, I will tell him that it's time to move forward with our lives. I want that. We are terribly unhappy together. I believe that the only thing we have in common is Max and white skin.
Holden is sick. I believe at this moment he is throwing up on my bed which means I have to go.
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You deserve the very best...I think it's very strong of you to be willing to move forward with your life despite how you feel about him. I didn't know he was staying with his ex-gf... :S
ReplyDeleteKeep being strong and the great person I know you are!