I just got a job at the University of Utah.  But  more importantly, I was rereading this bullshit blog.  I really feel differently about things and going back, am alarmed at the way I was so wrapped up in myself.  I suppose it's  a good learning experience....

I have a job in the education department for the University and am very excited about it.  And scared.  But mostly excited.  I have calmed down quite a bit and am surprised that I came out of all that with nothing more than a subdued ego.  Even more, I was starting that sick cycle back up with Adam again but abandoned it.  A part of me will always want him, but the bigger part is through with the dysfunction. 

Nothing more to write for now.  That seems very boring.