I didn't finish my last blog. It was time to go. But, there was more to that story. And my weekend didn't get any better. I had some pretty tough breakdowns. I just have no desire to live. I do not have the energy to go through this all over again. It doesn't surprise me that Adam is doing this...but my poor son. What is this doing to him. How much more fucked up is he going to be and Adam can think about is himself and how he wants his baby. I do wish I had been smart and gotten an abortion. Having this child with Adam is the worst thing that has ever happened to me and my family. And Max is no better off. He will end up like his dad if I can't get him back...his dad is nothing short than a waste of space. He is evil and I hate him. And i miss my son. I just don't want to go on. I have no will.
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